Wednesday, May 18, 2016

Off Balance


It’s been a little over a week since I’ve posted anything so my question is...
Am I the only one who hates to feel off balance or shall I say unorganized?
I try to be organized because it’s what I Like to do,but lately my planning on paper is the only thing that seems to make sense compared to my reality. I don't know why I get in these episodes of slacking off. I am great with planning and putting things together but then I start to drift away.
I mean, I know I’m not like this CEO of a big company and I have a million meetings to attend or deals to close (lets over exaggerate for a second), but I still feel with the life I have, I need some order to get through my days smoothly.  I know for sure God is the only one who pushes me back on the right track when I get distracted.
For example, I didn’t have much sleep this past Sunday Night, due to me not feeling good. Surprisingly I wasn’t really tired at all that morning. I knew I was going to be tired towards the end of the work shift though and MY PLAN was to go to bed early. DID I? NOPE! I just laid in my bed and scrolled through my phone as if I had some REALLY important things to look at. I definitely didn’t hear NO alarm and woke up 1 hour later then I was supposed.
So the point of all this is to STAY ON TRACK. Where ever you may be headed in life, stick to the schedule you created for yourself.  Being side tracked in today’s world can definitely break you and set you behind a little too far then what you thought.  
I know I have gone through some things that have put me off and now I am thinking it’s about that time to shift my focus back and fight to stay there.