Monday Blues

I know for a fact that I was excited about this Monday, set my alarms for the appropriate times, just to sleep thru ALL OF THEM.

(this is me vs me) lolol

The struggle is definitely no joke and being a mother w/ a million and one things on the brain to-do-list, only amps my body to shut down and just want to sleep.
I know I’ve said this before but I can ONLY speak the truth on my daily issues. Trying to be super mom is definitely no joke but it’s worth it.

This weekend has taught me a lot about myself, people I associate with and just life in general. The world is always going to be moving in a faster pace than me, but it’s up to me to keep up.  I would definitely EXPLODE if I was to think about keeping up w/ all this world throws at me. It can definitely be a positive and a negative impact to that. Distractions are EVERYWHERE and I know I have a few that keeps me a step or two back.

But I’ve realize over the weekend that I just have to accept myself as I am and where I want to head in life and not let anything or anyone who is not benefiting my growth get in the way.
I’ve gone through years of distractions of trying to feel accepted by people but it only end up breaking me down even more.

 So from now on, NO MORE.

I am taking ME back and with my faith in God. I know I can only WIN from here.